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[Sep. 10th, 2010|12:12 pm] |
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Everything ended?Why am i the one hurting you why am i the one changing why am i the one who is always a failure in r/s! Why am i so stubborn why am i such a bitch why must i told so much lies! Why? Why am i getting so fucked up for everything?Wny am i hurting someone that love me so much?Why must i hurt someone i loved alot alot? Why am i crying like a bitch when when i'm the one asking for a break? Why?I'm lost really lost! I still doesnt wanna lose you ! I break promises i whine like a bitch! Forever a bitch! I shouldnt exist ! |
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| 6Monthsâ„It's a love story,baby just say yes! |
[Aug. 19th, 2010|09:08 am] |
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I wish I could offer you promises. I wish I could paint a future with no uncertainties. But I have none to offer. I have no idea what the future holds for us. I just know I want us to experience it together. I think it will be an adventure. Even as I write the word adventure I know what it means. We have shared so many, and they have never had to be earth shaking. They are the little ones that have climbed into our hearts and found a home. They are the kind that have created the sweetest memories. They are the kind that only you and I can share and appreciate.
That’s where my love for you comes from. That and knowing so many new memories await.
I love you Baby!
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[Jul. 17th, 2010|03:12 am] |
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Life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend, and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all long that you’ve been loved. You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and are glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you. |
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[May. 30th, 2010|01:43 am] |
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It's been so long since i last update my livejournal i don't feel like updating i'm just very lazy to do so..Im not feeling good right now i feel like crying,im very stress with school work and everything! Im strugging with my project to be done now.. :( I hate going to sch,i don't have the mood to study and now more problems coming up..I'm tired really very tired of living,sometimes i really feel like giving up..:(
Everything seems fine with me and Baby now but i know somehow you are still angry with me..I'm sorry really sorry of what i did but i still love you!
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| Stuck at the moment! Complicated |
[Apr. 1st, 2010|01:43 am] |
Together with Baby J about a month plus,but we had been quarrelling
since the day we are together! Idk why too!
Sometimes,i'm the one who starts all those shits but that doesn't mean i want too!
My life had been so fucked up because of family,quarreling,sch stuffs etc..!
You are not me you won't know how i feel,i hate quarreling with him i bet he's too but both of us just
can't stop it!
I love him but i do hate him at times!
Well,
everything starts within me,my attitude,character and etc but that's me isn
't it?!
I know i'm the first to start telling lies not once but more than that, but i doesn't wan too
cos if i told him the truth he will get fucking mad with me !
But he get to know eveything in the end,because of that incident i dint lie to him anymore
but he still don't really trust me at times.Although he dint say it out but i know it!
They are always good and bad times,how i wish everything could just stop at this moment!
I know i'm not a gd gf , and i'm not even one!
That is why i'm always a failure in r/s!
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[Mar. 16th, 2010|12:03 am] |
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 Somethings in life never change,sometimes in life you don't find reasons,some moments in life aren't forgotten...
Sometimes you loose hope..
When time rolls by you try to forget what holds you on..
Some people in life are a part of you,and when you let them go,you never lose them..
Because...
You find them living in you !
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